September 1, 2003

• i signed back online just to put this in here..ya never kno who will read this and really relate to it..what if there is someone thinkin about hurtin themselves or others but then they read this and think what am i doing..what if i woulda waited till mornin to write this...u dont have to leave a comment or eprops i dont care just read it and think about it. i dont want everyone to think that i think i can save someones life, thats not the point im tryin to get at its just litl words can make a big difference if you give them a change...

  
  

  often we wonder "can life get worse" when in actuality..it can...we take things for granted i mean we get to go to skool and dont think "who wants to go to skool" cuz where would u meet ur friends, where would u get an education to get a good paying job.  we are sittin here typing about how bad our life is (and i do this all the time and im writin this for myself too) when we have a computer to write an entry to xanga everyday, we have food to eat, a place to sleep.  think about the ppl over in other countries that are out on the streets 24/7 with no where to live and no one that loves them..their dad is in the army and their mom is on her death bed and she just had a child..now u kno that is alot of the cases over there..we complain if we dont get that shirt we wanted at Wet Seal..i complain cuz i cant get a tattoo till im 18 how stupid can i be. those kids in other countries dont even complain, they sit there with bug bites and fevers and dont say a word now if that dont make u feel bad then i dont kno what will...u never kno what u have till its gone so we should all including me say a prayer to God thanking him that we are healthy, loved, and our needs are met with most of our wants met too...teens yrs are the hardest so far but what do i kno, im just startin my journey and at times i wish i wasnt here but next day is better when im with my friends i cant help but smile...not to be mean but there are alot of doo doo brains in the adult world and if they made it this far, why cant we? kids, we are the future, lets not let it get to our heads when our bf/gf breaks up with us/you. lifes not over, from every hurt comes a reward, u get stronger. so next time u find urself wishin u werent here, just clear ur mind for a minute and think what it would be like to have some disorder, paralyzed, or some litl 5 yr old on their death bed in afghanistan...and think about all u have....God is there for you when u need to talk to him...thanks for taking time to read this..Luv n Hugz n God Bless

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